new weni

have a new experience in a new job, new office, new people.. there are so many problems to adapt here, but i can overcome it at all.. be a tough girl and dont ever give up to this faith.. keep pray and move on

Say "Bismillah"

i felt surprise when i knew i succeed in civil government test last December.. i thought it is my lucky.. why i say that? i tried it more than 7 times.. it is too tired but i thank god for my faith.. here i realize we cant under estimate a person just from his/her personality.. i don't mind if people think me a loser or more than that.. but people must know how to stand and where he/she stands.. i still remember those people but i can forgive them..the important thing is my family proud of me and i'll hope i can make them happy.. now i am going to 30, i have written about the quotation that life begins at thirty.. hmm i think it isn't wrong at all.. i do agree with that.. at 30 i get a good job and getting married soon.. what else? i think it's enough for me

HIM

I knew him from YM at august 8th 2010.. it was sunday.. his name is Saifuddin.. he lives in singapore.. he went to indonesian especially to jambi city twice.. i know he has a special feeling to me.. he told me that he want to marry with me and i didnt mind too.. but my mum didnt agree with him because he lived so far from my homeland.. He loves me with his sincerity.. i like his manner..finally i cried and cried.. dont know what to do because all that i hope was him.. i want he makes me happy weather in this world and till the end time.. i know how this broken heart is, unfortunately, dont know how to stand on my feet.. god, help me please